Life Goes On

Hello Friends, long time no blog…. I think I jinxed myself when I said I was doing well so far this 2016, with blogging that is. Funny thing is, life just keeps going and things never really ever get less busy. I have edited this post a least a few times, simply because I had to catch up on everything again.  

Well, it is now nearing the end of February and our life, just as it has been the last couple of years, includes the relationship of many doctors. Every day I am so thankful for modern medicine and the life my family has because of it. Here is a little update on our lives.

My handsome boys!

Jason

Most amazing husband ever… but we all knew that right? Ha. I got to spoil him for Valentine’s Day (our anniversary of getting engaged) and it lasted 2 weeks! He did mess with my plans a little bit so it wasn’t as magical as I thought it would be, but it turned out pretty all right! He got a love note and gift every day for two weeks, because I realized that I don’t show him my love for him as much as I should. He planned a killer date for us too and we left Carter for the first time over night (yes I bawled my eyes out, but I’m pregnant so it’s ok right?). We went to our fave restaurant, The Cheesecake Factory, and after an 80 minute wait, ate a delicious dinner. Best part of course being the cheesecake! Chris’ outrageous with yummy brownie, coconut, and chocolaty goodness. We didn’t have time for much else (and we were in cheesecake coma), so we went to a 5 star hotel and just got to be us for a while. I haven’t really been able to spend one on one time with Jason lately, so I treasured every second! That is until he fell asleep watching Last Man Standing. 

At the Cheesecake Factory in Salt Lake

Carter

My sweet little baby looks more and more like a grown up little boy each and every day. He is getting so tall, his vocabulary has exploded, and he teaches me so much! At the end of each day, I smile and think of the sweet moments we were able to have, and how I never want him to grow up. He’s my little buddy and I love it so much!

Valentine from Grandma.

I am so happy that the weather has finally started to get warmer! We’ve been on all kinds of walks, and have been able to enjoy the outside a little more. That is until Carter got sick (yes again!). Poor thing had a fever and has had a cough (not surprise there) for a week. Really nothing new, but I hate it when he is sick! We are cooped up in the house all day, all he wants to do is watch T.V, and he sleeps so much I miss him. I’m pretty sure he hasn’t started his day before 10am in at least a week and a half. I guess I have gotten a lot of other things done around here though. 

My sad sick little boy.

Heading out for a walk. Silly boy!

We went to the park for lunch the other day, and had so much fun in the sun! I can hardly wait for spring to hurry up and get here. Carter amazed me though, because he did so much on his own! He also slid down each slide at least 60 times when he has always been afraid of those “scary things”. He’s my little buddy, and I love him with every, single, piece of my heart!

Sunny day and loving the slides!

He's doing it all by himself.

P.S. Carter went pee in the big boy potty! He woke up Sunday morning and told me he had to go potty, so we got him on the toliet and he went! Sadly it was only Sunday, but I still have hope for potty training in the near future!

Our Baby Girl

Our baby girl is growing more and more every day! I feel it with every shirt that doesn’t cover my belly, and every frustrating day I have to go out in public lol. She is super active all the time, even the doctors have gotten frustrated with her enthusiasm to move. We are so excited to meet her in May!

This month has been filled with many doctors’ appointments for our sweet girl, and one of them was at Primary Children’s where she will have her open heart surgery. It has still been hard knowing that our sweet child will go through so much in her life time, but as time has moved, I have noticed that we have been given the strength and peace that I’ve so desperately needed. We won’t be able to bring her home right away, and the stay at the hospital might be much longer than we anticipated. She will have surgery before she comes home with us and it made me feel so much better to see the place where she will be. I have heard that angles walk the halls there, and so many other people are going through worse things. How can I complain? Her heart defect is one they see often called truncus arteriosus. We did receive results back from other testing and know that she will not have downs or any other chromosomal issue that we know of. A condition called Digeorge syndrome may be something that accompanies this heart defect, but they have no way to tell. I know that however this sweet girl comes, it is something meant to be. 

Me

Well, I am holding up well. Other than feeling like a whale ha ha, I have really good energy and have felt better physically than I have in a long time. I have felt the prayers of so many each day as I try to prepare for what’s ahead. Thank you. Even through all of the doctors’ appointments, I have felt strength and peace.

And... this is me... wow.

I feel like my business is running a little bit better too, which helps keep my mind occupied when I don’t have my sweet boy with me. We have become quite the pair he and I. I love laughing and playing with him. My heart hurts when I think about having to leave him for a long while. I believe he’ll be given the strength that he needs as well, to get through this new challenge in our lives. If you’d like to help keep me busy, host a book party! I have found that I really love the books I sale, and would love to share them with anyone who would like to hear about them. Super amazing for homeschooling, which crazily I have thought of lol. Anyways, I hope that life finds all of you well and that you are finding joy in the journey. Life is pretty wonderful, even with all the hard stuff. Happy Reading!

Sweet little man went purse shopping with me. He really wanted this one!

Carter eating dinner with his cute cousins.

Carter at the boat show. I just missed it with his sunglasses on. 

Its A.....

We did our gender reveal party on Sunday and it was super fun. I thought it would be hard to wait to find out what our baby would be, but with all our excitement it hasn’t been hard at all J We just had a little get together with all the family members that were in town. The rest commuted via FaceTime, LOVE technology! We had dinner, and then had amazing cupcakes (made by Kira with Kira’s Kupcakes!) with surprises inside. Enjoy the photos of our happy night! Baby Osborn we love you and can’t wait until we are able to meet you!

The cutest cupcakes ever!

Kira even got all fancy with a display :)

My adorable niece!

Getting ready to eat our cupcakes...

Eating our cupcakes...

Look what we found inside!

We are having a sweet baby GIRL! Can hardly wait :)

Our Greatest Joy

Well, I am doing better at this blogging thing so far this year of 2016. Two and a half ish weeks since posting… I think that is pretty good. So much has happened, that if feels like it has been so much longer. I have so much to be thankful for, and so much that is going to change our lives in the next few months. Life is always a whirlwind isn’t it?

To catch you up on our New Year celebrations and exciting adventures in Washington, we were there until January 3^rd! On December 31^st the day started out with a surprise date to Star Wars, and I ended up seeing some old friends who I haven’t seen together since my 16^th birthday party! We made some yummy cookies, had a great conversation about life, and got to see their little kiddos, which Carter took every opportunity to show me he is ready for a sibling (in a good way). I am so thankful for the great friends that I had in High School who I still talk to. There aren’t very many, but they sure are treasures to me! Ladies, why didn’t we take a picture?!

After a much needed girls visit, Carter and I headed back to my parents’ house for a delicious turkey dinner and birthday celebration for the love of my life and my siblings. It was Jason’s golden birthday and he got to share it with my sweet little sister and silly little brother. The dinner was amazing, and opening presents (again) was actually quite fun! I am pretty sure Jason liked his birthday present far better than his Christmas present lol. Who thought a phone car mount could bring so much joy to someone? I’m pretty sure he played with it for an hour before he put it away. He even showed me all the cool features lol. It wasn't his most fave birthday gift, but I was glad to see he liked something I got him. Ha ha. After that we played some games with friends and partied our way into 2016. I got my midnight kiss, and almost immediately we all went to bed lol.

Kira and Dyelan getting ready to open birthday presents

He thought this was the coolest EVER

Until my dad decided to ruin it....

Now this was the BEST gift EVER!

The next couple days were filled with visiting, playing games, and going to Get Air! We really had lots of fun and made so many wonderful memories!

My cute little monkey at Get Air

Everyone who got to jump, I was not allowed with my big belly and all

They all had so much fun!

Cutie Carmen even loved it :)

The only good picture from bowling... I wasn't the camera man :P

It was so wonderful to be with my parents and be spoiled by them. I was a little sad to say goodbye, because the next time we see each other won’t be until July for sure. I guess with me having a baby it might be sooner, but still quite a long time.  Plus I was not excited for Jason to go back to work. Too bad we have to have a job to survive and have the things we need.

When we got back to Utah, we were greeted with lots of doctor appointment (yippee!). One appointment we had been waiting for, for a very long time it seemed. We had an appointment with our parientologist to find out the gender of our baby, as well as count their sweet little toes and fingers and have our anatomy ultrasound. Well…it didn’t turn out at all how we planned. Carter got sick the night before going home with a horrid cough and high fever. Jason had a cold the entire time we were in Washington and his cough never fully went away. Well, because of cold and flu season Carter wasn't allowed to come in the room with me and so Jason had to stay outside with him (not that he could have come anyway because of his cough). Well, we decided we wanted to do a gender reveal so that we could find out together what our baby was going to be. The ultrasound tech put the gender in an envelope and sealed it so I couldn’t cheat.

Our story of the day doesn’t end there…. Suddenly I found myself with the doctor looking at some abnormalities they had found with our sweet baby. The next thing I knew, Carter and Jason were with me in a consultation room with masks on, and we were discussing options for genetic testing and setting up an appointment with a pediatric cardiologist. I could not believe what was happening, and every time I looked at my little family my heart just broke. I couldn’t hold back the tears for anything.

The next few days brought blood work, and an echo cardiogram that lasted 3 hours. Our sweet baby will be born with a heart defect One that will affect the rest of its life. At a week old he/she will have open heart surgery and there is nothing I can do about it. For some reason our Heavenly Father feels we need to go through this and has sent us this sweet spirit to look after and to learn from. I blamed myself so much for a few days, and couldn’t believe I would have to go through something like this. I found myself on my knees begging to see a miracle with the ultrasounds and echo being wrong and that our baby would be healthy. I now realized that I was being silly. Yes, this is going to be hard. I wish life wasn’t so hard, but that is how we grow and learn. My little family will be eternal, meaning we will always be together! Our baby will be born to our family and therefore be with us forever. Once day he/she will have a healthy heart, a body that is perfect, and we will be able to be together for the rest of forever. Everything happens for a reason and God is so good to us, only good can come of it.

Well, for the last couple of weeks I have been freaking out a little less. I was able to meet a young mother when we moved here that has a boy with heart problems. When I heard her story (way back then) and all that she had to go through, I was so thankful that I wasn’t in her situation. We actually met for lunch one day and talked for 3 hours about the great hardships with open heart surgery, and constantly worrying about what was going to happen next. I met her son, and knew that she was put in my path for a reason. She helped me so much with her great testimony and kindness. I’ll never forget the feelings of peace after I talked to her. She will never know how much she has helped me.

My heart is so full and so tender these days. I am just so thankful for a Heavenly Father who created the perfect plan for us to come to this earth to learn and to grow and have hard challenges in this life. I am thankful for the wonderful blessing of modern medicine in these days, and am thankful for the guidance we are given through the Holy Ghost. I know that God has a plan for me, and whatever it may be will only be for my good. This challenge is going to be hard, it is going to knock me down, but I will continue in faith and know that my family is forever. I am never alone through it either. I have wonderful friends and family who have already shown their love and have given me great strength. Jason has been awesome through this whole thing as well, and I am so glad that I have him to be mine forever. Please don’t feel sorry for us. Just know that we are going through hard things so that we may see the blessings. We have had the privilege of seeing so many miracles, and I know we will only continue to see more. We’ll keep ya updated as our angle’s story continue. Happy Reading!

Christmas Miracles

Christmas is a wonderful time of year, and my favorite is to hear about wonderful stories of helping those in need. This Christmas we did our tradition of the 12 days of Christmas to a neighbor in need of some love. We also donated items to giving tress and other charities that help children. I even started a book drive to donate new books to children in need and I have loved being on the end of helping. As a child I was blessed with people who did this for our family, and so it is always nice when we can lend a hand too. Well, this Christmas season I was on the receiving end of someone helping me. With this book drive, I also had the stress of making sure all my inventory from Usborne Books & More was bought and paid for. I thought I would receive tons of donations and it would be easy to donate all my books to United Way Every Day Learners. After receiving 3 generous donations, I finally felt a little better but wished I could help more children with giving books for Christmas. As I sat feeling a little sad for myself, I received a phone call. A phone call that took all that stress away and made me cry because of the love I felt from a stranger. Someone had anonymously donated enough money to pay for every single book I had, and I was told that I could donate all my books! Whoever that wonderful stranger is, thank you so much! I will forever remember your kindness!

Donating my books!

This is at the United Way building in Provo :)

We got to Washington on Wednesday and are having a blast. We’ve loved being spoiled by Carter’s Great-grandma with amazing food and her all to ourselves (for a couple of hours). Luckily we have snow tires, because we hit lots of snow and ice on our adventure to Washington. In Idaho they closed the roads just after we drove by, because of sheets of ice covering the road and many people getting into accidents. We went 5mph for a good 45min to an hour. Then the pass to Washington had lots of snow on the roads, SO FUN (ha)! Once we got to my parent house however, nothing…. It felt like fall again when we got out of the car.  Tri-cities has always been pretty mild in the winter.

Thursday we had our annual Christmas Eve lunch/ dinner and every year it has snowed (that we’ve gone) but no such luck this time. It was great to see my sisters get here safely and Carter was excited to see his cousin Carmen. While eating dinner a gift appeared at the table for my mom and dad to open. As soon as my dad saw what was inside he smiled and cheered! It took my mom a little while to figure it out, but the card said… 10 little fingers, 10 little toes, 2 little eyes and 1 little nose. Put them together and what do you get? A baby due in MAY! That’s right ladies and gents, we are having a BABY! What a HUGE miracle we are yet again able to witness.

The Cool Big Bro <3

After lunch we visited Santa at the mall and some of us went shopping for some last minute gifts. Once everyone was home again, our evening was filled with talking about the miracle of Christmas, opening our Christmas Eve gifts (PJS), and watching a Christmas movie. I must say we stayed up a little too late after putting the kiddos down, and playing Santa at 1 am was a little hard lol. We got it done though and snuggled in our beds awaiting the exciting Christmas morning.

Christmas was very enjoyable! It took us forever to open all the gifts, because the tree was buried in gifts. It was so fun watching Carmen and Carter react to the gifts they tried so hard to open, and I was sitting in anticipation for Jason to open his big gift. Once all the gifts were opened, we got ready for our great Christmas breakfast feast. We had delicious food and got to veg and play games the rest of the day. It was pretty wonderful.

The Tree on Christmas morning!

Carter with his gift from Grandma and Grandpa

My cute boy opening gifts

The two wonderful people who made all this possible 

My cute niece on Christmas day.

The day after Christmas, we went for a hike in 28 degree weather! It was awesome lol. We actually had a lot of fun even with kiddos who walked with short little legs and begged to be snuggled and warm. It was so nice to get out and get some fresh air and exercise. Especially after a day of vegging :) I have loved being surrounded by my family and able to visit with them each night. The best part is, we still have a whole week of this left! I just hope it doesn’t go too fast! Hope you all had a wonderful Christmas.

My little cutie hiking

It was cold!

He loved walking with Dyelan and Kira

Well, we ended up getting snow! It wasn't on Christmas Eve, but a couple days later we got a little dusting. Carter loved building a snowman with his favorite aunt. He was so sad when it fell over later, and every time we go outside he mentions his melted snow man with a sad face. He loves playing in the snow, too bad I didn't enjoy it as much. We still have lots of time for adventures while we are here, so stayed tuned, happy reading!

The snowman looked like a mouse

Carter with his snow man

The finished product. He loved it!

isn't he the cutest?

Yeah... my husband is cool ha ha

The Most Wonderful Time of Year

So, I am pretty sure December never started yet here it is December 18^th. Life has been super crazy and wonderful at the same time. I hope I can make it to Christmas!

Carter helping with the tree

Our cute family after decorating the house

Putting the star on

The first highlight of December, was my fantastic booth I told you all about. Well… first I had a scare with my inventory not getting to me in time and so I borrowed another consultants stuff. Then I worked like crazy making signs, thinking of prize drawings I could do, promotions I could give to make a little extra, and trying to be excited more than stressed about the whole thing. Well, the day of the boutique finally came, I packed up my car and away I went to Eagle Mountain (45 min drive for me). I got to the high school, found my spot for my sisters and I, and started setting up all my fun stuff. When my sisters got there we were so happy that all the work we did was over. Well… 5:00 comes around, then 6:00, I think I sold 3 books around 7 ish to other people who had booths, and NO ONE came. 8:00 and time to pack up. I was so bummed. I guess that happens in life sometime. Here is the BEST part, I missed my ward party, and Carter seeing Santa and not freaking out for the first time in his life. Grrr… maybe someday I’ll actually have a successful event :P

I missed our Christmas party with this sweet boy :(

On a happier note, my cousin came home from his mission! He gave a wonderful homecoming talk that lasted 30 min but felt like 3, and I was able to see so many family members again. We were missing each other after spending Thanksgiving with each other in close quarters. There was a luncheon afterwards and we had to leave a little early. We didn’t want to have to get a sub for our primary class AGAIN so we snuck out early to be with them. I can’t believe we will have all new kiddos next year. We have just started to get really close with our cute 6 year olds.

Monday we had a big FHE at our house and made gingerbread houses! I love having a house that we can share with everyone! Although I think we might need to get a bigger table. We had a delicious dinner together though with Carter his best friend Taylor and sweet little Carmen running around. I am pretty sure none of those little kiddos ate very well. After dinner we worked on our awesome creations, and I got to hold my 3 month old niece for a long time, I loved it! Every one left around 10pm and I was sad to see them go. I love being so close to my siblings and their families, it’s going to be tough when we all start going our separate ways.

Making Gingerbread houses

The rest of the crew

The boys watched a movie <3

You might be wondering if I every figured out my book situation… well I did. I decided to do a book drive and take donations to buy children in need new books instead of used ones. I thought it was going to be awesome and everyone would love to chip in a few bucks to help out. It has been a week and guess what?! I’ve only received 1 donation, I’m feeling a little discouraged. It is so funny how hard times teach us so much. I only have 30 days ( now like 15) to pay for the inventory I took out $500 and was actually so excited to have the experience of helping an organization during the holidays by giving them my books. Well, when Monday comes I might just be giving them 2 books. I have learned all the things that I will do better for my next book drive though.

We also went to Temple Square with some wonderful friends, to see the Christmas lights and visit with them. We had such a good time, even though Temple Square was crazy busy and it was super cold. Thank goodness for hot chocolate! 

All of us together

How beautiful!

Carter and his little buddy Jace

Have you ever heard of neighbor gifts? Well this was my other stress besides coming up with $500 to pay for the books I borrowed. I didn’t even think of getting anything for my neighbors (you wouldn’t want to ever live by me), but this girl made fudge, and chocolate covered peanut butter balls for our wonderful neighbors who really do mean a lot to us. I am so happy we moved into this neighborhood, although at first I wasn’t so sure. We have met some incredible people and learned so much from their service to us. I am happy I was able to show my appreciation somehow and I got it done just before Christmas.

We recently put Carter in a toddler bed, and it has gone quite well.  Although the first night was as if we had a new born again. Just about every hour he came running in our room crying or wanting help lying back down. I can’t believe my little boy is not in a crib anymore! He finally figured out how to climb out and so we had to change it. When I look at pictures now I get kind of sad too. He’s not a baby anymore and that’s for sure, now if we can just get down the potty training…. Ugh.

We head out to Washington to spend Christmas with my parents on Tuesday! I can hardly wait! My favorite thing about Christmas isn’t the gifts or the traditions, but that I get to spend so much time with my family, and Carter gets to love on his grandparents. I have also noticed that as I get older, that is the stressful stuff. I have been thinking about the birth of our savior a ton lately, and can’t stop feeling of the incredible love our Heavenly Father has for us to sacrifice his son. The savior’s life a testament to the love of our Heavenly Father as well as an older brother. I hope you all have a wonderful Christmas and remember the true reason for the season. Happy Reading!